Oh Brother..

All of my guy friends are leaving for missions. Well Mike isn't leaving yet. But Taylor my brother just had his farewell. 

Eric's farewell is next week. I got a special invitation to that! Too bad I probably won't make it.

Please forgive me Eric!!!

They both leave February 6th..

Goodbye my boys. It's been fun.

You know what I should do?

I should write them!

That's allowed right? I mean I know I'm dating Sean and we're practically engaged to be engaged (or that's what some of my friends like to assume..), but that doesn't mean I can't write to missionaries right?

They already know it's not in a romantic way so actually this is perfect!

I probably won't be very good at keeping up with them but I think writing to missionaries will be good for me.

Oh gosh, what if they don't want to hear from me? What am I even supposed to say to them?

I've never had  an older brother to write to..

I wrote to my cousin once when I was like 8.

What do I say? Who should I write?

I'm freaking out!!!! I don't even know how to write something they'll want to read.

I'm terribly boring.

Nothing ever happens to me.. 

Ok that was a lie.

But do missionaries even care about my life?

I was thinking the only guy who really cares probably is Taylor.

But he's kinda got this bro-mance going on with my brother right now, so I've been reluctant to talk to him.

I mean, yes. I thoroughly enjoy his company when I'm with him. But lately Brandon's always there too. It's like they're best friends. Actually sometimes it feels like they're man-dating. 

I guess I shouldn't judge. I just miss being better friends with Taylor than Brandon. 

I shouldn't be mad. It's their choice. Plus I have tons of other friends that I don't pay attention to. And I have my best friend with me all the time :)

So it's all good!

Ummm....

I just ate a whole bag of muddy buddies.... I think I might go die now.

So that's cool. If any Pre- Missionaries are reading this...

Let me know if you want me to write you because I will!! Ok I'll try. I'll at least write once.

I promise that much :)

See you in two, boys.

The best two :)